Afraid? Worried?

Afraid? Worried?
Starting in August, I get a little worried. Happens every year.

This year, I have been more worried than before because my physical condition is worse than other years. Also, my shooting has been terrible. I could not concentrate to hit the side of a barn until my house closed at the end of July.

Once I hit this worried state, I start doing visualization of all the steps: packing, setting up camp, hunting, elk approaching, the shot, and field dressing. I do this in my head and it puts me at ease. I feel more confident.

I am now hitting the outdoor range almost daily. My shooting is getting better everyday. Not as good as last year, but still giving me a good effective distance to shoot an elk.

I have one more scouting trip and the packing to do. After those are completed, I will be less worried.

Once I am at camp, I am at peace and I no longer have any butterflies. A walk through the woods always cures me of any worries. It is my drug of choice and has never failed me.
 
\"mtnmutt\" said:
It is my drug of choice and has never failed me.

I think I might just have a \"problem\" with the same \"drug\"!

Honestly, it\'s been a busy summer, and my mind feels like a fart in a skillet sometimes ...

But this weekend was good ... scouted elk and pronghorn ... put up a stand and a blind ... rode horses ... spent time with friends ... and then did some shooting. Wow ... better. Much better.

I was packing up my ATV from a pronghorn scouting trip this afternoon and thinking \"Gee, this has been a great weekend\" ... when it hit me.

I started to think \"Something is going to go wrong.\" I looked at my phone. Two new messages. Immediately I thought of my son who is travelling. Car break down? Wreck? Worse? Oh, crap. Why does something bad have to happen every time I start to finally feel relaxed?

But ... the messages were nothing ... just the usual stuff, a message for my wife, and a non-urgent call from work. I relaxed again.

Honestly, that is the thing I am most \"afraid/worried\" about: Something going wrong as I start to enjoy my hunt.

We can only control what we can control in this life ... someday, I\'ll learn that!
 
my plan a is going as planned. so i am going to plan b before the season starts, but has easy access from a road. so i am worried about hunter pressure now. plan a is still a viable option if needed though....
 
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